charlotte & lucy

2009-04-12T16:47:00.000-07:00

do you love him too?
it seems i much more fascinated with this lately.

2009-03-03T21:46:00.001-08:00

you know when you just want to sleep & sleep all day long.

i do too.

2009-02-21T00:19:00.000-08:00

2009-02-16T14:03:00.000-08:00

"If you listen to the song "Asleep," and you think of those pretty weather days that make you remember things, and you think about the prettiest eyes you've known, and you cry, and the person holds you back, then I think you will see the photograph."

at the words prettiest eyes you've known, i began to cry. only to laugh when the next words were and you cry. because all that i thought of was you.
have you read this?

2009-02-13T22:24:00.000-08:00

2009-02-10T19:42:00.000-08:00

s'il vous plaît.
has anyone any idea where i may purchase a lovely beaut like this? preferably not online, & preferably of a larger size? (:

2009-02-08T19:05:00.000-08:00

he spoke to me the other day. it rained & he was soaked. & as i neared him for the first time, he asked me for my sandwich. i, unfortunately, was struck speechless! how very embarrassing, yes? oh, yes. i sigh. but... he touched my fingers with his, & i was quite shocked at the warmth he gave off, for he was dripping wet. it was a very tender moment & i will always remember it.

this was my valentine's day project. (:

2009-02-07T23:43:00.000-08:00

very easy, indeed!

2009-01-06T22:35:00.001-08:00

2009-01-04T21:31:00.000-08:00

the best place to shop, i my opinion. two story h&m. two story forever21. two story urban outfitters. two story humongus barnes & noble. super amazing atmosphere.

2008-12-27T22:22:00.000-08:00

no one understands.

no one ever will.

2008-12-23T20:54:00.000-08:00

oh, my friends it has finally arrived! the eve of christmas! which to me is often the very best part of the whole season combined! it is the day where excitement reigns & anxiousness exalts! i am most pleased with the weather also! it is a lovely grey day & we all know how much i enjoy those! now tonight, i plan to sip hot smores coco & write in my journal of the lights. also, i will light a candle in my room! it will be quite the party, i think! vanilla, pinkie, & i. :) & perhaps some last minute touches on the present i made for ma mere! oh, have a wonderful holiday my loves!

2008-12-22T22:30:00.000-08:00

bonsoir, mon amie. je t'aime beaucoup. oui.

2008-12-21T22:11:00.001-08:00

the tresses are gone. how sad. i resemble a young girl now. which is a little silly in my opinion. i would very much like a pair of tights from someone. anyone. i love tights, yes i do. (:

2008-12-17T21:17:00.000-08:00

2008-12-13T20:52:00.000-08:00

this is my christmas blouse. i am most excited to wear it for the twenty-fifth. with a star around my neck too!
oh, the moon was out tonight, hung so low along the horizon, a golden yellow, the crevices & indents so prominent. it truly was a sight. &MY! how people cannot appreciate it! how amazing it was to me! something beautiful, just dismissed! oh, what a shame! i truly do not know how creative people make it. for the ignorance others hold in the art department is truly poor! i cannot help but be astounded! do you understand what i mean? what if i don't want to match? & all of you think it is alright that your socks are not paired correctly. so what can i not wear shoes that don't match my dress? is it a crime to be different? i understand my hair is a wretched mess, but it belongs to me, for it grows out of my head! can i not have it the way i want?
i feel to horrid lately. i am slipping back into the days. the days i feel no one understands who i am. that i do everything with reason. oh, what a pity people only look with eyes half closed & mind not open!
i am distressed, i apologize. & i do not wish to hamper on anyone's spirits. i just want to be loved is all. & how silly, i am hardly deprives of it. perhaps i am just ranting? oh yes, very much so. it is like hermione on spew! hah ha! i do miss my potter... mm, yes. well, if you do read this, i hope you realize my mind is hardly as deep as a ditch. how awful! i must sound like a petulant thirteen year old! i am not thirteen, i am a very very precocious fifteen year old.
oh am i? do tell. your answer excited me.

2008-12-13T11:08:00.000-08:00

i like days very much like this.
i must report, i very much do wish that i could find the strength in me. for i wonder what i will do in life. what am i good at? you see, i find a great interest in many things. however, i fear that these things may not support me like i wish they would. oh, could they? how about you? do you ever worry about things such as this?

2008-12-11T18:08:00.000-08:00

i'm feeling a little down in the dumps today.
perhaps it is nothing, but i am slightly worried.
*sigh
et toi, mon amie?

2008-12-08T20:38:00.000-08:00

i am most ecstatic, i must confess. for my dearest blogger friend of the tea drinking english rose has awarded me with something i truly do not deserve. an award, oh my how can this be?
i will express my ecstatic feelings to you in a comment, my dear. for earlier i wrote you the longest of comments on your most recent post & my internet connection failed. oh, zut! *sigh
anyways, i took pictures of my christmas lights & felt quite happy. i wish i lived out of the country... perhaps in france by myself for a day. for people often suffocate me. i do love them, but being alone regenerates me for the better. (:
i saw him today. determined not to make a fool of myself. yet i fell back into the pit that is my adoration for the boy who has yet to learn who i am. he'll never look my way & i am thankful for that. though my heart jitters as he walks past me, my mind tells me otherwise...
however this weekend i found the truth...
it is sad. i am plagued with dreams of you.
i do not mean to sound mellow dramatic. so have a lovely night, my friends.

2008-12-04T18:43:00.000-08:00

i fell in love first at seven. he was silly & eight. round & had an adorable smile. then i found adoration for another one at ten. he was smart & handsome. & along came twelve & another boy who i was hardly ever ardent with. & then another one at the same age, as the hormones began to kick in. & i faintly recall dreaming of kissing him. he had dimples. then there was the bad one. the cocky one, who would be described as "hot" or just very fetching... & then the nice boy. the cute one. the first one to confess his silly love for me. oh, it was very silly at thirteen. but i liked it. & then the boy who still holds my heart. he is the one. for two years he's held my hand & made me cry. he pushes me on swings & plays with my hair. i like him very much so. but perhaps, there is also another one of the male species... you see, he doesn't know who i am. & he is very beautiful. he has eyes that pierce my soul & tickle my feelings. they are olive. or perhaps even gold. a striking gold & when he smiles it touches his eyes in the most absurd of ways. & those eyes twinkle. but this boy does not know my name. & we have never spoken. it is alright, i suppose. i take comfort in having that one boy who will keep my on my toes. from afar, it is fine. for he is not good for me. he is not good for me. but i would give many things just to touch his lips with mine...

2008-12-03T21:57:00.000-08:00

i am quite ecstatic! i got cent percent on my ap euro test! :D i am delighted.
here is the rich brown hair i wished to possess. however, that is not likely. (:

2008-12-02T20:37:00.000-08:00

playground love & flightless bird american mouth
they play & soothe my soul to the bone. if you have yet to hear those fantastic pieces of music you truly are missing out. how are you? & yes, i shall write. i want to. promise. happy day.

2008-11-30T15:27:00.000-08:00

i want to write you. perhaps i could write letters everyday to people who i hardly know or know too well. & perhaps when i die, they will be sent. then people will know i'll always watch out for them. yes.
i would like to do that. (:
as of now i am winding & winding my music box which plays a song that will be very tired when i am done with it. as of now. somewhere over the rainbow has played a total of seven times within the last ten minutes, i should say. i would very much like to wear my mittens. i love my mittens. oh & my house is jovial with christmas spirit. papa's guitars line the base of the christmas tree & it is silly to me. (:

2008-11-29T20:35:00.001-08:00

i'd like to be your silly little nerd.

2008-11-27T14:28:00.000-08:00

while i listen to cassandra, the beat playing.
my headband glistens & the sun creeps by.
i smell like nina ricci & my fabric lays upon my bed.
i wrap myself in it.

2008-11-27T01:45:00.000-08:00

i heart lookbook

2008-11-25T21:15:00.000-08:00

i'm feeling rather collective at the moments, pardon moi.
today it rained. & i have felt a slight cleanse. but my, his eyes today. have you heard of these eyes? so piercing. is that so unbelievable? i'm aware that i am surrounded by such beautiful people, however, he just seems to take the cake. & whenever i truly imagine him, it's lunacy. i've never felt more smitten with the sight of someone. which is quite alright. i fear if he were to ever learn my name, all the magic would sparkle & fade away. that is why i am so content, with the adoration from afar. perhaps, if you saw him too you'd understand. even from far away his cheeks feel soft to me. oh the insanity of it all. the odd tense in my stomach, twisting & knotting. how my emotions play such a part! oh, the dread if ever i were to stop! but, wait. i have. so many times, reluctantly. it is alright, though. for, now there is something to look forward to everyday...

comfort

2008-11-24T16:58:00.000-08:00

dear the tea drinking english rose,

hello doll. i would very much like to help you with your essay. (:
now. my comfort has always been. my twilight. by stephenie meyer. when i am absolutely upset to the utmost, i turn the pages of this silly book & day dream of edward & his undeniable affection for dear bella. it's truly beautiful. it comforts me for it leads me to a place up the coast, & in the rain with puddles of icy water & splashes. & a boy forever seventeen, that has captured not only the min character's heart. but mine as well. how? i don't quite know. i suppose its the reality of it all. the subtle fantasy. yes, actually. i do happen to use different objects, things words to help my through my time of need. often i'll write upon a sheaf of paper, or perhaps listen to my music. melodic piano instrumentals, etc.
anyhow. i do hope i've contributed. you're a lovely girl & i wish this would make it all the more easier for you!

sincerely,
elle

2008-11-23T15:26:00.000-08:00

2008-11-23T14:26:00.000-08:00

this was amazing. in my opinion. since it's not very possible to fit everything from a book into a movie. (: but boy oh boy it was lovely. i loved the credits more than the movie however. (; jk?
i actually don't know. but this was a very good adaptation.

2008-11-21T19:54:00.000-08:00

2008-11-19T20:23:00.000-08:00

my heart is heavy. and the devastation weeps within my soul. how a boy was living his life one second, & lying with an IV in his arm the next. a man, terrified & frantic swept unconscious from a hit. & when he wakes up he has no legs... a little girl. it was an accident. she dropped it. & now everyday she is ridiculed... because all she wants if for her fingers & thumb to grow back.
i signed. i didn't think twice. i cried. it came naturally. & now it is my mission to get you all to listen too. take some time. be a pal. help out those people struggling. for many cannot hear. cannot see. cannot walk. & we. perfectly capable of doing all of the above.
it's a shame if you don't sign. & it breaks my heart if you don't even glance at it. please help me sleep comfortably tonight. please tell me you'll sign.
click the image to guide you to a better world.

2008-11-19T19:38:00.000-08:00

abless at flickr
is amazing...

often i dream of a sweet boy who will tell me something like, "i want to be the hair in your eyes" because he wants to be the thing that obscures everything. i know it is silly, but often i wish someone would whisper in my ear. make it natural & beautiful. words like, kindle, soft, and charming.
because i like long walks by myself. thinking of the nights in december. watching the streetlights go on sitting at the window, arms curled around my knees. i like things people do not notice, cannot see.
& i like you. he has got part of my heart in his pocket. & the rest is on my sleeve.

2008-11-18T21:21:00.000-08:00

2008-11-18T19:31:00.000-08:00

there's beauty in every flicker of a candle & every sprinkle of dew. if we take the time to slow down, to even capture the essence of the air & what it evokes within you... maybe you too could witness beauty as people never do. it's the simplicity in that everyday things a gift. like the fluff of a cotton pillow. the crunch of the leaves. the pavement & its tiny crevices. let the little insignificant things inspire you.

2008-11-16T15:58:00.000-08:00

2008-11-15T21:38:00.000-08:00

i want this.

2008-11-12T21:57:00.000-08:00

for i love pretty words for ugly things. & love & hope. i like grass & the setting sun. leaves & their silhouettes. & sometimes hot cocoa when it's cold. i like fog on a window. & mittens paired with red noses. the sky when it's purple, & eyelashes that fringe. the scent of cinnamon mixed with some sort of warmth. even ribbons in hair. i like streusel & purple yam. pianos & string. laced edges & pearls. i love saturday afternoons & grey clouds coating the sky.

2008-11-12T20:39:00.000-08:00

good night, day.
where art thou, morrow?
i adore these settings. especially because i know it gets colder. (: i miss the christmas air. where everyone has to sleep with long johns & pretty silk robes in the morning. (:

2008-11-11T22:04:00.001-08:00

if you please.
i dream of creme & soft strawberries with pink sashes & blue ribbons.

2008-11-10T19:06:00.000-08:00

lottie has been horrible today. she's going about this all wrong. he's a fantastic piece of work & had he been mine i would greatly appreciate him. but she doesn't see it like i do... she can't tell anything anymore... i fear she's going mad. barking, she's always screaming about the house. & she even told him he wasn't fit enough to earn two pennies, not even in his whole life! that's a rotten thing to say. & atop that she declared her room was filled with a foul scent & she demanded i check under her bed! now it was awful, having to crawl about on all fours! dreadful! i don't know how anyone could put up with that. but leo... he looks at her... almost as if... he's entirely willing. how anyone would eagerly want to be with lottie, i don't know. i suppose it's jealousy. i would give the world for leo to look at me like he does lottie. the world & three stars...
love,

luella

2008-11-09T16:21:00.000-08:00

hey there, you. how's the wind? blowing harsh & unforgiving. or quite the opposite, & merely a breeze powerful enough to let a feather fly higher than even the birds? or perhaps you're experiencing snow, sleet, hail, or rain. then you are lucky. the beauty of night taken over by the steady fall of a snowflake. how beautiful must your life be. (: to experience beauty & know what it is. for many are stuck with the billowing clouds or the scorching heat. we all need a little snow, i think. (: too bad southern california isn't getting any loving. oh, zut. *sigh

2008-11-06T22:11:00.000-08:00

i want to be wendy waiting for peter to swoop in & save her.
someone new & fresh, ready to sweep me off my feet & take me to a place where time doesn't matter. only the promise of adventure & perspective ahead.
i want to be wendy. waiting.

2008-11-05T17:14:00.000-08:00

2008-11-03T22:25:00.000-08:00

so i've come to the conclusion that it is time to shed this mane i wear atop my head. & WHY?
because the top is flatter than the bottom... just... think... about that. :(
& my bangs are long. ALSO; my side part is pushing for the middle. which i wouldn't mind if i looked better with it like that. (: however... anyways - i want the straight bang. blunt? unblunt? not sure.

well, here's some virgin suicide for you. (: &HEARTICLE, oui?

2008-11-02T20:24:00.000-08:00

tiger lily & tiny teeth has updated again, & i am mesmerized!
also, i just watched the virgin suicides & have to say it was beautiful.

2008-10-30T21:46:00.000-07:00

2008-10-26T12:34:00.000-07:00

s'il vous plaît. (:

do you know olivia bee?

2008-10-21T21:04:00.000-07:00

i'd just like to point out that apparently she's like fourteen & AMAZING. her photostream on flickr is dripping with inspiration. i wish i could lead the life she portrays in her photos. even the many scratches & wounds she gets are mesmerizing!

GO. olivia bee. (:

2008-10-19T11:12:00.000-07:00

all the same. but a little more. this is my day so far.

2008-10-18T12:19:00.000-07:00

my room. & swoon

homecoming.

2008-10-13T20:21:00.000-07:00

so this was my weekend. my best friends. it was fun. (:

2008-10-09T21:12:00.000-07:00

i love tiger lily & tiny teeth's flickr. it's amazing. (: i love to draw inspiration from there.

2008-10-07T16:56:00.000-07:00

i just don't have any more words...

2008-10-05T18:28:00.000-07:00

onepiece - silence & noise; leather jacket - charolette russe; leotard - given by a friend

2008-10-04T11:56:00.000-07:00

good morning, indeed.

2008-09-28T23:06:00.000-07:00

so i just watched... jeux d'enfants {love me if you dare} & to be honest... i don't get it. O.o;

it was lovely, but i don't understand the ending. otherwise, decent watch. my first french movie. anyone have suggestions?

oh, well. (:

yum.

2008-09-27T12:22:00.000-07:00

i'm dying for a piece of pie. like... chocolate. but what saddens me most?
christmas seems too far. & so does the cold. its HOT here in southern california. UGH, haha.
anyways. my first time wearing my heels in public. here's my blazer, floral & heels combo. basic, maybe even boring.

so how are YOU, doll?

successful skirts.

2008-09-24T21:03:00.001-07:00

meaning... well... i made them & they are wearable. well... not so much miss ZIPPER, because its very snug & very short. lol. but, whatever, i suppose.

first up is lacey. i was originally going to make this lace out of gloves, but i was like... NAH. then i was thinking... bottom of a baby doll? nah. thus the skirt. &YES. of course, i will not wear it in public like that, lol. in fact i saw a skirt slip & i'm pretty set on buying it.
second? julie purple. left over fabric from the zipper one. using the silk side. yeah, hence the JULIE. like... JEWEL tones. *sigh
third. my first. miss zipper. its so snug the zipper is crooked. lol. oh well. (:

so my best friend & i have started blogging. its quite... um... funny? not nearly. hahaha. but its FUN to do.
au revior. bonsoir!

hello, autumn

2008-09-22T19:38:00.000-07:00

as the sky shifted from the dullest blue to the deepest indigo, the cool world grew still. unnoticed was the vastness of the yonder. the beauty held within those shapeless clouds. the sun long past the hemisphere, though still holding the little bright on the horizon.

i knew then.
autumn had taken its course.

so, guys. how AWESOME is the name autumn? great, yeah? i love that name. not that i'm going to go into extremes... but what the hey. lol. i just finished yet another silk purple skirt last night. basic. boring. but captivating in color. i need now some black spandex and ZIPPERS galore. ah, i love me them zippers. & do you know what is most unfortuante?
i long for the cremes, the nudes, the softest pinks and baby blues... i ache for LULA. anything similar anything whimsical.

when a few days ago i was eyeing a pair of buckled boots at kmart with too much interest. they were beautiful. but WHERE ARE MY SOFT COLORS?!
you're wondering why i ask this with winter around the corner?
haha. here in southern california... it doesn't get all too cold. but i suppose that's what's stopping me...

ANYWAYS, sleep tight, loves. gossip girl on tonight. & my tv is broken! i must resort tot he one downstairs. & sigh.

au revior, bonsoir!

2008-09-21T19:55:00.000-07:00

yeah. i know. i suck at photography. i suck at "modeling" & quite honestly i don't think you can even call it that.
BY THE WAY. i discovered the most amazing thing ever. the cinnamon dolce latte at starbucks. YUM. also... also... i miss winter. thank gosh its coming.
blazer - target; blouse - petit mode; jeans - urban outfitters {ten bucks}; shoes - old navy {quite honestly, you won't see any other shoes... hahah.}; purple skirt - homemade! {SQUEE; made it this summer. fixed it last thursday. have yet to wear. similar to wendy's at hand it over, yeah?}

au revior, bloggers.

monki cheeky.

2008-09-19T19:13:00.000-07:00

i love monki's many many lines... they're fabulous. i can't wait to go to europe, whenever that may be. cause i have got TONS of places to hit. mhm.

lalaLULA

2008-09-18T11:01:00.001-07:00

i would LOVE to own a copy of LULA. issue five... (: it looks incredible. i'm begging for softs now. cremes, whites, baby blues, nudes, light pinks, classic reds...

2008-09-14T20:01:00.000-07:00

i love. love love. my new blazer. you would too if i had a better way to take pictures *is irratated
&dress. possibly for homecoming...?
anyways. i just want to say... i love lula magazine. it's beautiful & whimsical. someone up to buying it for me? (; jk.
blazer - target; dress - forever21

2008-09-13T12:00:00.000-07:00

i am having trouble with these jeans, i think. they;re fabulous, but i don't quite know how to wear them... do you know what i mean? they're great, i just suppose i feel short & baggy wearing them. darn skinny jeans, & how they used to rule my life! NO MOREE!
haha, sorry for the crazy. anyways, i saw the dark knight yesterday & while heath ledger (may he rest in peace) did a fabulous job, i find other things about the movie... quite obnoxious. it was a good watch, but... not very realistic. obviously, right? what am i saying? haha.
top - uncle (he works in the fashion district & brings me goodies); jeans - urban outfitters (five bucks, man); shoes - old navy

2008-09-10T21:19:00.001-07:00

wore my leotard today. with my lace skirt. i made it too & got a few compliments. i love this thing. *swoon

onepiece - h&m; clutch - vegas for ten bucks at that ten dollar store in the monte carlo

2008-09-09T18:05:00.000-07:00

eye candy for today? my fabulous wool coat. honestly, i have the most insanely fantastic friends in the universe. got this baby for my birthday this year. want to hear a story?
its a week before my birthday, & i'm out "window-shopping" downtown ventura with my best friend & my favorite (should be) sister. we enter a boutique she found a dress in. we go next door. the luxemporium. & low & behold i saw it. on sale. still pricey, though... & impeccable. i walk slowly towards the fabric i wished could be all mine. in my size.
my best friend gushes how blair it is (yes. i went through a blair waldorf stage. its kind of embarrassing. only blair waldorf can pull off blair waldorf.). & then my sister friend agrees (she's the only one who read the books) & they urge me to try it on.
i do.
& gosh, i wanted to take it off before i started crying. you see, i went right after school. broke of course, because i have no money. ever. plus my friend's like eighteen & i'm like... fourteen. (at the time). soooo, i sigh. i swoon. i put it back on the rack, knowing there is no way in hell i will be getting that jacket. & then there it was. that spark of hope. the light of all that is holy. the reason for my being.
my birthday is next week. so i can take birthday money & buy it! YIPPEE!! i turn out okay.
so we leave & go to another store... when my best friend. hah. she goes & leaves us. "why" i ask. "noooothing" she tells me in the most unconvincing way. i already knew my band of friends was planning on getting me a surprise gift. i tell her "NOO". but knowing her... there's no way you can win. she goes. & when she returns i ask her what she did. "i just asked the lady how much the necklaces are. i saw one you'd like, & i put it on hold."
okay.
my birthday happens.
& i only get forty dollars. oh, darn.
monday.... the day before my birthday. & some time in between my best friend spills that she got me jewelry for my birthday.
oooh!
so i dress on tuesday, my birthday & try to wear something i can match with my new present, whatever it may be. btu instead, i opt for a pink lace tank under a short sleeve cardigan some shorts, my white lace tights & some pretty little girl socks. i go to school. there are my best friends. smiley. "happy birthday."
"thank you."
one of them hands me the brownies she promised me. YAY! & then...
i see her. one of my besties peeking out of the classroom further down the hall. holding what looked like an american eagle bag. i think nothing of it. & i talk to my friends.
& then... the screaming. there's my same friend. holding the bag & bouncing & grinning. i look at her face... then the bag. the luxemporium all pretty with a pink bow tied at the strap. i burst out crying. YUUUP! in the hall. at school. i'm sure people think i'm insane. so i peek in & cry more, embracing the dearest people to me. my blair jacket folded nicely in the bag under sheets of pink tissue paper, cards scattering the sides. & the jacket & i? we lived happily ever after...

the end.

2008-09-04T17:51:00.000-07:00

dress - h&m; shoes - old navy

Candy.

2008-09-03T20:22:00.000-07:00

so i'm planning on wearing my red & white striped sweater soon. *sigh it's just too HOT. COME COME winter & fall. a time for tights, coats & scarves. not to mention cute berets. Ahhh, & socks. Thick & wool. (:
i wore the tank top first day with a pair of ankle blue washed skinnies & beaten up keds... & i told my friend. "man i look like a - candy striper... A CANDY STRIPPER!"
Aha... Yeah. I know... You had to be there. Lol, anyways... Do excuse my poor modeling {if you can even CALL it that! *scoffs}
More posts will follow. (:

sweater - forever21; jeans - urban outfitters {five bucks last summer.}; shoes - old navy {ten bucks}; tank top - h&m

because i suck.

2008-08-23T17:11:00.000-07:00

i got these on sale.
can you tell? they like you too. it's pretty obvious where they're from. & by the by, they're the first heels i bought without having to... well... maybe not. the SECOND heels i got out of pleasure. EVER. my first ones were like... two & a half inches? these? these are like... FOUR. no, seriously. lol. anyways, they had them in nude which was BOMB! & they had them in... blue? but they were ALL sweet. i just got the black ones because. (: anyways. what do you think? they were nine dollars. HAH.

lalaINSPIRE.

2008-08-04T19:59:00.000-07:00

i'm having this weird pretty undergarments fetish lately. hah.

2008-07-30T11:35:00.000-07:00

blouse from mother. cut off jeans. gold flats {soo going to be thrown away}. braided belt. heart necklace.

lalaPOP

2008-07-29T15:20:00.000-07:00

my pretty purple scarf {urban outfitters}. black tank top {old navy}. black tights {target}. black cardigan {target}. black t-shirt skirt {made by me}. heart necklace {from boyfriend}.

lalaHUNGRY

2008-07-19T12:20:00.000-07:00

*pout i wishh...

lalaSUCK

2008-07-15T23:24:00.000-07:00

was bored. cut up skirts. yesterday. mehh. could be better.

black lace trim tank {mum's}. black cardigan {target}. black tights {target}. black studded skinny belt {forever 21}. black leather bracelet {hawaii}. cut purple skirt {oh yeah. target}.

lalaTRUELOVE

2008-07-15T19:26:00.000-07:00

seriously. i would marry robert pattinson. anywhere.
DID YOU WATCH THE TRAILER ON ET?!
i did... & i'm surprisngly calmed... i watched it six plus times. (:
OMG OMG, HIS ACCENT IS FLAWLESS. PERFECT. SEDUCTIVE. UGHHH! marry me, EDWARD! it was amazing, you shold've seen it, it was WORTH IT! everything was amazing. I SAW EMMETT! I WANT EMMETT! the only thing that could top this is probably... the movie. (:
for some of you... who are... hiding under a rock. twilight is the best thing to hit... half the teenage girls in the united states, i think. (; so come on out & READ IT!!

lalaLOVE

2008-07-13T16:36:00.000-07:00

its official. i found my DREAM car. i am only fifteen, but my parents are willing to buy me a car once i've graduated {or earlier} high school. now me? i want a hybrid. the end. need it. want it. not to mention the environment NEEDS & WANTS it. but... my love for twilight has made me come to the lunatic desire to own a volvo. YES, twihards. i wanna roll like edward cullen. because i swoon at the mere sight of a volvo {i saw four in the last two days. yesterday a silver one was parked in front of my parent's car & i just about screamed because i was going to watch speed racer which of course was supposed to have the trailer for twilight attached}. anywho - i was looking online today for a car since my dad said he was teaching me soon...

& i so luckily stumbled upon the sweetest car EVER! its all i'll dream about now...

i'm a little peeved with the doors going up like that. i mean... i dont want to attract too much attention. *rolls eyes
but isnt it luscious? to die for, right? well... for little obsessed me... it is. *SUPERsquee
& i never knew they'd have one! shockerpopper!

EDIT: & sigh. because i dont speak car & driver... my dad pointed out that the lovely car i want... is a concept car. let us all mourn...

2008-07-09T15:35:00.000-07:00

black double layer tank top {my uncle works in the fashion district downtown la & gets me leftovers from his warehouse. hence the rubber ducky logo on the label.} heather grey shorts from when i was like... five? black tights. leather braided bracelet. crystal heart necklace. wayfaraer sunglasses {from a cart in hawaii. i got em for nine bucks. my mum talked to guy down. lol}. & my prized possesion {or one of them} my marc by marc jacobs super big bag! {it can seriously fit EVERYTHING.}

i dont mean to look like the grudge. hah. i just favor unkempt hair. so here i sit. finally wearing my glasses. need to. my eye sight is soo poor lately. *frowns

so i've seen the cover of EW... did you? TWILIGHT MUCH! unlike majority of the crowd. i'm completely fine with spunk's little get up. its not robert's fault the make-up & hair people didn't do a very good job. lol.
anyways. i miss my honeybunny. he's a sweetie. *fangirl sigh & swoon

2008-07-08T13:37:00.000-07:00

dad's white tshirt. white short shorts. ugg boots. billabong purse {$50 but i got it basically FREE!}. my leather braided kapaliele bracelet {$10 hawaii}.

lalaFLORAL

2008-07-08T13:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday. acid wash jeans {$68 urban outfitters}. white tank. jacked up keds {$16}. purple scarf {$10 urban outfitters}. fashion bag {$14 forever 21}.

kapaliele - the girl.

2008-07-06T23:06:00.000-07:00

kapaliele

2008-07-06T13:06:00.000-07:00

so, i'm back from my WONDERFUL vacation. no really... it was... WHOAcool. i love waikiki! you really should make it your goal to go there! hawaii is just too pretty to leave. i was actually reluctant to go. & i had jillian {my laptop which i so sadly left behind}, my boyfriend & auntie to come back to happily. in yet - as we soared along the coast... seeing the last lights of the beautiful city i'd just lived at for 9 days... &sigh. it was nearly heartbreaking.

so here we go. my lists of shopping spots in hawaii! since i most unfortunately didn't receive any tips. :( lol. oh well.

*precious a store at marketplace near the ala mona mall from juicy couture to harajuku lovers. i was DYING not buying any of those adorable JC charms!

*kariza {you can find her stalls like everywhere}i am proud to say my most expensive purchase was & is entirely practical. its basically like this sarong type thing & can be manipulated to a thousand different skirts, dresses and tops. its ingenious, even my father & brother were awed. hehe. i'll have you know it was fifty bucks {pout} but to die for! i'll post pictures soon!

*the stalls / carts whatever floats your boat. basically there are a bajillion little stalls & carts in this "alley" {not really} with a LOOT of jewelry & a lot of wraps & SUNGLASSES!! {which you'll see me wearing... } its all cheap. just make sure you talk up the seller into giving you a cheper price. its called compromise...

*loco boutique {there should be quite a few. there was one right next to my first hotel}although i did not gain the pleasure of even ENTERING the bloody store, its sooo cute. hehe. they've got SOOO many bathing suits & a lot the pretty japanese girls have the tote bags & floaties too!

*crocs {sold at like every store} even if its just a brand, seriously... everyone wears them. i love seeing te families wearing them in different bright colors, its so cute. the mom's got teal & the dad has orange. hehe. go buy someee! i did!! :D cute flats... you'll see

marshmallow toast

2008-06-24T16:52:00.000-07:00

FIRST OUTFIT
basically a seemingly basic outfit.

top: aeropostale

shorts: forever 21

belt: candies {skirt included}

SECOND OUTFIT

dress: old navy

tank: aeropostale

tights: Navy Exchange on base {yes, navy brat} in the little girl's

lalaRANDOM

2008-06-19T15:26:00.000-07:00

so instead of going to the mall... {btw, i had two chances to go this week} i went... other... places. *sigh. which means i am basically never going to get the pretty cheap things at f21. but i did manage to go to target. i am a sucker for target. might i add it is the second time i've walked into a target that did not contain the fabulous oxford flat shoes. grr. anyways. i got this grey braided strap tank. seemingly ordinary, i know, but very versatile in my eyes... & i managed to finish sewing up that skirt! *squee mind you it is only a test skirt, and hopefully i'll be making a better one SOON. now i just got to start putting up some outfits! *dies

well, at least i've got hawaii to look forward to. this month... VERY soon. any

one got a store they'd like to recommend? i'm gushing with excitement. maybe some pictures...?

nutella croissants

2008-06-14T22:08:00.000-07:00

so i woke up this morning to a knock on my window. who would've known my boyfriend would climb up to the window after running one point fifteen miles from his house in nearly six minutes. *laughs he is an athlete that one is... anyways, once he was gone i got down to the kitchen & turned the tv onto the prince & me. what a joy. i made myself nutella croissants! *jumps they're so good. just throw some sliced strawberries and neatly chopped blueberries and its yum. ^^; well hopefully i'll get some outfit pictures on here... hopefully people start reading this O.o;; i don't want to blog for my own pleasure. hah.

besides food, boyfriends, and clothes i need to finish up on my story... my current goal is to be published before i graduate high school! aha, anyways... off to think more... thanks, i s'ppose!